So tired...can't cope!

Yesterday
Total world cases:768,764-------------------84.955 increase
Total fatalities:  37,027-----------------------4,850 increase
UK total: 22,141------------------------------2,619 increase
UK Fatalities: 1,408--------------------------180 increase

Today
Total world cases: 839,631-------------------70,867 increase
Total fatalities:  41,392-----------------------4,365 increase
UK total: 25,150-------------------------------3,009 increase
UK Fatalities: 1,789---------------------------381 increase

The news today is basically the same as every other day lately.  People dying, people in lock down, super markets this and that, companies going bust, ppl losing jobs.

On the other hand there are a lot of people making very funny video's - people have a lot of time on their hands - and it is pretty awesome seeing the British sense of humour.

I've not had a good day.  I am struggling on this course - so tired...very long day, the time is going so slowly.  I am learning about the IT system which is essential but not interesting.  I drove home very teary and then cried when I got home.  I am definitely hormonal, but the whole situation in the world is very stressful and upsetting.  The roads are all empty and society is just so different and weird.

I don't really know why I was as emotional as I was/am.  I think it is just everything.  I don't like driving so far and then being so bored - struggling with my bad eye sight and stinging eyes - and just wanting to sleep.  Other than our room of ppl on the course, HQ is empty and depressing. I can see complacency setting in - people are getting to know each other and not keeping their distance.  When I'm driving there and back on very empty roads I feel like I am one of the very few ppl out and about in the world.   I just feel very down.  Today is just not a good day.